I am emotionally drained after attending a funeral service.  I was caught up in waves of grief even though I barely know the deceased.  I need to find something to cheer myself up.  This sadness is not good to my health.  This is why I was contemplating whether to go to the funeral or not.  It is hard for me to face death, be it mine or others’.  I would probably collapse if someone close to me dies.

 

When my father-in-law passed away, I was surprised at the calmness that his family showed.  Today, I saw the same calmness in the face of the family of the deceased.  How did they manage to stay so calm?  I would break down and crumble to pieces.

 

How do priests and doctors control their emotion when facing so many deaths?  How do they release their tension?      

 

I have to go to pick up my kids now.  They are my source of joy.  I am glad to have two lovely kids that brighten up my days. 

 

Written by Elisa English, 版權所

On 11/5/2010 in Minneapolis

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